I had forgotten about this.

It is however possible that I have nothing at all to say.
I do not want to talk about CVS, and what else do I do?
Tonight I am off, I just saw Greenberg. It was pretty good.
I will now look up music from the movie.
Goodnight. I will stay up to make sure it all happens right.

Sick and tired

I am a little under the weather, for the first time in many, many months. I blame it on the poor treatment my co-workers give to themselves... but I guess that isn't exactly right. I am on the third night of my three nights off, I work again in less than 21 hours. I have been having some trouble with sleep, so it will be interesting to see how this plays out this morning when I try to sleep. What a waste of my three nights. I have not showered. I didn't do much of anything really. I did sleep for about 30 hours so far. I've blown my nose more than a few times, and I have eaten way too many nuts. Pecans and macadamia and walnuts and almonds... Too many shitty mangoes as well. I have become rather addicted to mangoes, and I challenge anyone to find a few good ones around here right now. My mind has adopted an "I don't care" attitude. I have not been exercising, because I am sick, but I think I am on my way downhill. I have momentum now, and that is hard to lose. I have a great example of how I feel: I am somewhat upset that I have to shave for one day of work. I am thinking about leaving my five day growth on my stupid face for that day. I can't imagine anyone giving me shit for it, but I know that I shouldn't. I hate shaving, and I am in a bitter frame of mind. I don't even feel like finishing this post, so I am not going to


UPDATE: I showered and shaved. I suppose this is a good sign. My biggest problem now is that my head hurts when I blow my nose.
I pick up my first paycheck tomorrow.
Goodbye.